Masquerade. †

2012-01-27T20:34:00.004+08:00

*Sooo... restricted. -.-*

Hey guys.

Sigh, I'm really really insecure now. Tsk, I really need help, but I dare not voice out. I dun wanna be irritating, and I also dun wanna drive you away. I really need your help. But I dunno how to tell you. :(

Ahh, just ranting. Okay, short post. LOL.

See ya.

Can't you see, or even feel it?

2012-01-16T22:21:00.001+08:00

*Feeling close to the end...*

Hey guys.

Well, not feeling too good this year. Mood has always been down. Haiz. Another post for ranting, pardon me.

My school is really a failure. They are supposed to motivate the students to be interested to study, so that they can move on easily. But instead, they are demotivating us. WTH IS THIS?! Failure, a total failure.

I wanna give up. Really, I want to. But I'm just waiting for a respond from someone important. Waiting to see if that person can change my mind. Patiently waiting... :'(

Princess... What will your answer be?

2012-01-12T23:00:00.003+08:00

*This is life?!*

Hey guys.

I was planning to blog actually like 2 weeks ago. But the freakin laptop repair shop delayed my problem for 2 whole week. Irritating piece of shit, tsk. Well, anyways.

Yay, my lappy is back. :). More gaming, blogging, music, videos, etc. Haha, haiz. Like finally sia. LOL. Okay, but that's not the point. My purpose of posting is cos of another reason.

Yeah, school. Everyone hates school, I know. But well, I dunno if I can say this, but I think I hate it more den anybody else. I can even kill myself to get out of there. But I didn't due to some reasons. LOL.

This year has been sucky, since the start of the first day of school. KEEP ON GETTING INTO TROUBLE. Omg. Mood high also spoil uh. Tsk. Super no mood sia. I can't believe a school that should actually motivate you for O levels would stress and make you angry, so much so, that you wanna give up on O levels. Failure school. Haiz.

Yeah, I said it. I feel like giving up O levels. Ahh... So stressful uh! :'(.

Haiz. This is a sad post, omg. So sorry. Just ranting it out. Anyways, I gotta go. It's late. See ya guys. :)

God, why must my life fall into this state? Princess, if you can hear me, I need your help. :(

2011-12-30T21:59:00.003+08:00

*New year's coming. Sigh.*

Hey people.

Yeah, back after a long time again. Well, it isn't necessary to blog everyday right? Haha, yeah. I dun care.

So, yeapp, 30 december alr. So fast, 2 more days, or should I say, 1 day plus more, and it's 2012 alr. And that means a lot of things: beginning of new problems, beginning of the school term, beginning of a new challenge, etc. Many many things.

Sigh, omg. To be honest, I'm not looking forward to the new year. Totally drained out and tired of everything. But what can I do? Ahhh... :p

Okay, just ranting. Haha. Haiz. Well, despite all the rantings,

HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL. :D

Can't I just sleep thru the whole year? :p

2011-12-15T09:10:00.001+08:00

*Almost*

Can you tell me how can one miss what she's never had?
How could I reminisce when there is no past?
How could I have memories of being happy with you, girl?
Could someone tell me how can this be?
How could my mind pull up incidents?
Recall dates and times that never happened.
How could we celebrate a love that's too late, and how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say?

I missed the times that we almost shared.
I miss the love that was almost there.
I miss the times that we use to kiss.
At least in my dreams, just let me take my time and reminisce.
I miss the times that we never had.
What happened to us? We were almost there.
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you.

I cannot believe I would let you go, or what I should've said is, I should've grabbed you up and never let you go.
I should've went out with you,
I should've made you my boo, girl.
Yeah, that's one time I should've broke the rules.
I should've went on a date.
Should've found a way to escape.
Should've turned that almost into if it happens now its to late.
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real?
And if it didn't happen, why does my heart feel?

- Almost, Jessica Jung.

Not being emo here. This is a song lyrics, or particularly, my blog song lyrics. ♥
It's a nice song, I hope you guys like it too. Cheers. :)

2011-12-08T01:53:00.001+08:00

*Lost*

Hi guys.

Alright, I'm kinda moody now, and I didn't expect to post another post on the third consecutive day, but I just have to rant it out. I dunno if I will feel better, but yeah. Thanks for listening.

So. Finally, I have my freedom. Is it a good thing? Yes, I finally am able to do the things that I long wanted to do. Wreck my own life.

But really, I am still feeling really hurt inside. I dun think I will ever get well again in my whole life. Thanks for leaving a deep scar in my life. I appreciate it very much.

AHH! I'm sorry. This post is really out of topic. But, I can't get myself together. I'm totally broken and crushed alr. Sigh. :'(

Well, I thing I have ranted enough. Short, yeah. But I should stop. Sorry guys. Bye.

God, I hate you. My life is ruined, thanks to you.

2011-12-06T17:37:00.001+08:00

*Well, I'm just me.*

Hey guys!

Yeah, another post in just a day. I'm surprised myself too. :). Anyways.

Feeling kinda down this few months. Not sure if it's cos of the boring holidays that made me think too much or what. But, yeah. I am down. :(

Let me just rant again, like I always do.

So yeah, firstly, I think I'm a weird boy. I dun think human, I dun have a normal human personality. I'm not sure what I am also uh. Haha. But, well, what I wanna say is that I'm totally different. And ppl seem to have a problem with that. I mean, seriously? Everyone is different too uh. Dun be biased, thank you. :)

Sigh, and yeah. There are many things that I wanna say, but I won't write it out here. It's personal, sorry. :). I wanna do what I want luh, sial! TSK!

Okay, I guess that's all, since there are things I can't say. HAHA. Alrights, bye. :)

God, please let me have my way, will you? I'm torn.

2011-12-05T08:41:00.003+08:00

*Life is never smooth sailing.*

Hello guys.

Woah, blogger changed a lot, OMG. I dun even know what to press for what. Gosh, super outdated. Well, but anyways.

Yes, I'm back. I dunno why I started coming back after a loooonnggg time. Yeah. Should I start blogging again? Uhh, lazy uh. :p. LOL.

Sigh, the usual. I'm just gonna talk bout what has happened. If you're tired of ranting, very well excuse me. HEHE. :)

Yeapp. From March till now, many many things happened. I slowly turned into a 'good boy', so to speak. Hardly any discipline cases, except for some cos of stupid reasons. Tsk. Yeah, but all in all, I've been an awful good boy. ;)

Haha, and yes. Things are the same, ups and downs in life... Hmmm, commmon. But really, this two years are gonna be hard to breathe. Sigh, gotta hang on! :p

And, yes! The most exciting part of my life, so far. SPECTRUM VI. Yes, school event. OMG, I had to perform there and was only told like 1 month in advance. Well, but everything went on smoothly, cos got me uh. Chey. ;). Yeah, and, it is hard to describe it with words uh. Totally special and awesome. (Y)

Yeapp, I guess that's all. Nothing much with my life, actually. I just take it as it goes. Haha. Bye guys. :)

P.S. I change my blog quite a bit. Feel free to explore. :) *woo, colours. :p

I need you, badly. Please dun ever leave.

2011-03-31T03:59:00.005+08:00

*Seriously worn out*.

Hi guys.

Yeah, I'm back again. After a long long time. Well, it's alr end march, and it's only the first post. Quite a pity.

Sorry for not updating for a long time. I have been busy with school work and stuffs. Seriously freaking tired. Well, since I'm still awake at 0405, I shall try my best to post something. :D

One word to summarize this few months: HELL. It's been a tough year so far, and everyday is hell. But for some reason, today seems to be the worst day of my life. I'm currently so down, that there's not a single will in me now to pull through any tough situations. All I feel is giving up, and more of this feelings. Sigh. I shall not elaborate.

Well, since it's midnight, I'm gonna stop here. I've changed this place into something I can vent my frustrations to when I can't talk to my cheerer. So, I'm sorry if it's all negative and all over the place.

Gtg. See you guys next time. Bye~

2010-12-28T17:00:00.004+08:00

*Alright, I'm being immature here. :)*

Hey guys!

Wow, it's been more den a month. Shall start updating. :D

Well, holidays have been okay for me. For some reason, I've returned to being quiet again. Some might like it, cos I'm less irritating that way. Well, but for me, it's super hard to express my feelings totally. Totally don't know what to do. :(

Hmmm... okay. To be honest, love has started to come towards me, but I just don't know what to do with it. I guess I'll just hide my feelings for the time being. :P

Yeah, and the thing that most people dread, school is reopening soon. Well, for me, it's a good and bad thing altogether. Firstly, good because I get to see friends, disturb people and wreck havoc in the school (:P), But the bad thing is I dun wanna affect the people around me. Sigh, what a hard decision.

Haha, okay, enough of that. The year is coming to an end, and it's been boring for me. Now I have total freedom, after fighting so hard for them, but I don't know what to do with it. I just wish next year would be more exciting, although I'm not so excited for the coming of next year. :P

Ohh, and resolution for next year? Well, I'm not going to say stuffs like top the schools or study harder. All I want is a change in attitude, which I'm already successful in doing so. But I have no confidence that I can do it next year. Sigh. :P

Rights, and I wanna be closer to as much friends as possible. My wish is to help them in their troubles? Haha, guess that's just it. Particularly this few: YenNing, who'll be my classmate soon. Hahaha, Christine, my 大姐. Dijie, who always calls me a bitch. Michelle, whom I've always been sms-ing to this few weeks. :P, Ohh, and Sheryl, my new sister of the family. And many more to mention. Ohh, and! That my friends will ask me out often. HAHA, I'm like so bored now, OMG. :D

Alrighty, OMG, it's been a long post. Guess I should stop here now. See ya guys soon. Bye~ :D

P.S. I started singing more than ever for some reason. :P

2010-11-19T22:55:00.002+08:00

*Fun and love, with a little bit of torture inside.*

Hey guys.

Yeah, long time ever since I posted. Shall start now. A short one. :D

Hmmm... Went out with 3E2 today. Was fun, with injuries all around, but it was worth it. Totally haven't had much fun for ages, though I was very tired at the end of the day. Haha, but my computer has gave me back my life. :D

Well, there's too much to elaborate. All I wanna say is that I'll look forward to the next outing, probably on the 3 dec. :D

Rights, maybe... Back to my life.

Still confused and messed up inside. I really hope this feeling can stop, so that I won't have to act happy in front of people. It's tiring.

Current mood? OMG, mixed. Happy, sad, laughing, crying, all feeling at the same time. Dread this feeling.

Kay, I guess I'll stop here. See you guys next time. Bye~ :D

2010-10-27T17:33:00.007+08:00

*Messed up, totally.*

Hey guys.

Tmr will be the last day of school, and of course, the last day with 3E2 for me. Well, of course, I must be thinking of ways to enjoy my last moments with them, but I'm afraid I won't be able to do it tmr. Wish me luck. :D

Yeah, and so, just random, I still wanna go for another of Rainie's concert. Really looking forward to. Her songs are just so freaking awesome, and she made me like singing even more. Next time I wanna be a singer, just like JJ and Rainie. Hahaha. :P

Well, just talking about more random inside stuffs. I just feel that I live life without any meaning at all. I've noticed I've been living FOR my friends for my past 15 years, cos majority of the things I do is for them. And well, as usual, I'm feeling super confused and messy inside me now, but honestly, I dun regret helping them. It's kinda like my pleasure. :D

Hmmm... Let's stop here. Enough of craps alr. Hehehe. :P

Okay, I've gotta go. Catch up with you guys next time. Ciaos ~

2010-10-24T21:33:00.004+08:00

Hey guys,

Everything's still the same, but I managed to cope it a little bit better. Just a little. :P

The thing that really keeps me relaxed now is hearing songs, and they are usually songs from my two favourite artists, 杨丞琳 and 林俊杰. Hearing Rainie's song make me feel comforted, but hearing JJ's song just make me wanna fight on, no matter how much energy I must put in. They are really just like my companions in my times of need. But really, seriously speaking, hearing songs that you like when you're depressed really do help a lot. :D

I dunno why, but 3E2 has left a really deep memory in my mind. It's really war inside me now, confusing and messy. Well, I just hope I can continue to live life on.

There's school tmr, so I guess I'll be sleeping early so that I'll have energy to smile more tmr. Haha, rights, I stop here. See you soon ~ :D

2010-10-23T23:42:00.002+08:00

Hey guys.

Well, things haven't been well for me. I'm feeling very confused now. But nevertheless, I'm still gonna put up a brave front, so that I'll not worry ppl. :D

Anyways, I'm glad I still have friends around me to support me. I really appreciate. But at the same time, as you guys know that I like to think a lot, so I thought about how it would be like if you guys were away. I almost cried while thinking bout how important you guys are. Thanks for your presence. :D

Life's gonna be difficult for me next year. I'll definitely miss the fun I had with my classmates, but I got what I deserved. I gave up the wrong thing and in the end I sacrificed a whole lot of precious things. I guess it'll be my fate for the rest of my life. Haiz, regret is gonna be too late, face it malcolm.

Gosh, I'm not sure why, but sorry if this post is quite negative. It's my only place to express myself truely. I'm really confused inside, so really pardon me. :P

Well, okay, I guess I shall stop here. Take care guys! See you guys soon ~

2010-10-21T20:10:00.004+08:00

Hey guys.

Sorry, haven't been posting for a long time. I'm sharing the comp with my dad, so I'll only get to use it at night or not at all. Really sorry.

Well, erm, I dunno if I should say that I'm happy or sad, cos I'm actually both. Let's elaborate.

Let the sad one come first. I'm not going to be promoted to 4E next year, and that's for sure. Well, it's not that I hate myself for not studying well enough, cos I purposely didn't, but it's just that I will definitely miss friendships. Really really saddening.

Okay enough of sad things.

I finally attended my first concert, and it's RAINIE'S! OMG, it's so damn nice. I would really look forward to seeing her again. So touching and it's freakin awesome. seriously. :D

Well, I'll try to blog more often if I can. Try my best.

Haha, okay, I gotta go. See you guys around ~

2010-09-23T20:21:00.002+08:00

Hey guys!

Haha, like finally updating after a looooong time... Haha, well, I'm okay. Life has always been unfair and will always be. So, I'm trying to life it happily, not to bring my atmosphere to ppl. :D

Well, have been happy-go-lucky for the past few months. Going great, but seems like my teachers are worried for our upcoming EOY. OMG, well, I'll see how. :D

Lalala, and now I'm still crazy over Rainie, for dunno what reason. I'll most likely be going to her concert 3 weeks latr. Woo! So excited! Haha, going to listen her songs. So addictive. :P

Well, I guess I better get going now. I wonder when will be my next time updating... Hmmm, haha, anyways, see ya ~!

2010-07-12T16:30:00.002+08:00

Hi guys.

I guess this might be my last post? I'm deciding to stay from the comp for as long as I can. Haha, I'm not sure if I can. :P

Haha, rite, so this few days had been normal. Not much happenings. Life gets more boring uh, don't you think so? :D

Anyways, still working to be passive. Will stay as quiet as I can. Haha.

Alrighty, I got to go. I'll see you guys next time. Byes!

2010-07-07T22:08:00.003+08:00

Hey guys.

Wow, haven't post for weeks. Guess I will do a short one now. :P

Erm, righties. This few days are boring. Teachers ask me to return to the hardworking mode, but I still can't find myself doing that. It seems that I'm used to that kinda life alr. Shucks.

Lots of things happening this few days. I mean, like there's good and bad, and I'm lazy to elaborate. The only thing I'm sad about is that I cut my fringe away alr :( Haha, :P

Rights, I'm trying my best to be not-so-active. 4 things I tell myself that I must remember: 1. Don't exaggerate, 2. Don't answer unless asked, 3. Don't be an extra, and 4. Try to stay as quiet as possible. Haha, OMG, why am I posting this? :P

Right, anyways, I think I'd better get going. See ya guys next time. Byes~

2010-06-23T15:45:00.003+08:00

Hey guys!

Back from church camp. Mixed feelings though. Happy to be back in Singapore but at the same time, missing the time the youths had together.

Hahas, anyways, the trip was enjoyable. Watched world cup with Derek, Eunice and Melvyn mainly. The first day was tiring and average. Slept early.

The second day too, slept early. But, we watched world cup first. Haha. :D

Third day, was fun though. Had enough sleep and so, decided to stay up through the night with Melvyn. Watched world cup with Derek and Eunice, Spain vs Honduras. Weird name. Haha, not only the country has a weird name, the players too. One player's name was 'Welcome'. Haha, OMG! The referee was gay that night. He looks like bugs bunny. During the game, we all joked like a mad cow. Hahaha :D

Erm, fourth day. I died. I was freaking sleepy, and having very serious headache, with the feeling of vommiting and commiting suicide. OMG, lucky I didn't do it. Hehes. After that was very rush. Blah blah blah, and we reached the ferry terminal. Played arcade there. Jovan was playing the 'coin game'. The coin was pushed very near the exit but didn't drop, so Melvyn shook the machine. It straightaway showed 'Tilt Action' for few seconds, and that became the joke of the day. Jovan was a good practical joker btw. :D

Almost bought a LV wallet. Darn it, didn't buy it cos I had no money and was rushing for time. :(

Alright, I think I'm done with indonesia trip. I think I'm stuck to 'Hi my sweetheart' again, thanks to Melvyn. OMG, thanks bro, for making me obssessed with RY. Zzz.

Haha, kays, I got to go. Bye guys~

2010-06-14T17:42:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!

Back for posting. I really duno what to post now. OMG. :P

Haha, erm, taught Jia Ming guitar today. Plucking, strumming patterns and blah blah. Hehe, tmr might be going to watch karate kid with him. :D

Hmmm... I guess nothing much alr ba. My mind is really blank now. I guess I got to go.

Bye guys~

2010-06-10T04:31:00.003+08:00

Hey guys!

Wow, it's one week alr! I didn't even know. Haha, so guess I should post something here, before it becomes extinct. :P

Haha, erm, I'll talk bout this June holidays. It's boring man, I can tell you. No outings yet, no fun. It's housework, housework, and your own time. It's really very boring when you have too much time on your own. But of course, if you have little time for yourself, e.g homework too much, you will also grumble. :D

Hmm... so, upcoming plans will be, 16/17 - Amazing race @ Sentosa, 19-22 - Church camp, and the youth outing with Faith Assembly youths is still yet to confirm. :D

Yeah, so, I'm hoping to go back to school soon. Not to study. Who likes to study? But, to find my friends there. :D

Yeapp, it's late alr. I guess I should off now. It's 0435 now. Gosh, haha. Bye guys~

2010-06-03T22:17:00.004+08:00

Hey guys.

Haiz, I guess I'll have to post. Hehe.

Erm... holidays are boring man. Nothing to do. All I do is lie on my bed, sms or talk to the pretty lady. That's standard, but of course talking to her isn't bored luh. :D

Haiz, what's wrong with me? I must promise myself to keep calm and stay positive. Follow that, Malcolm. You hear me?

Haiz, kay, back with the happy mood. Erm, I guess I need more outing, that's all. Sorry if I keep apologizing for some small things. I guess that's me, I'm always feeling guilty, and also disturbing your time. I guess I shouldn't say this but, please bear with me. :D

Hehe, I gtg now, more next time. Byes~

2010-06-01T18:33:00.002+08:00

Hey guys!

Back for postings. But yeah, I'm still not sure what to post, so give it a shot. :D

Erm... I wonder what's happenning to me now? I'm starting to feel nervous, anxious and lost all of a sudden. OMG, I'm clueless.

Yeah, even though the holidays have started, it doesn't seem like one. I still have tons of homework which I'm lazy to do still. Zzz, it's either too boring or too busy.

I think I'll end here den. I've nothing much to say alr though. Hehes, will be back next time. Byes~

2010-05-28T00:47:00.004+08:00

Hey guys!

Haha, back for posting. Will update a short one, since it's 12 47, but I'm not a least bit tired. :P

Haha, okay. Monday - wednesday was post exam activities. Okay, not really very fun. Monday collect newspaper, tuesday sit at hall for talks till butt pain. Wednesday I pon juggling, but I had fun at home too though. :D, guess what was I doing?

Oh, a pretty girl chat with me on MSN from 9 plus till bout 2 plus in the afternoon. Played SA with her from bout 1030 to 1100. Wow, pro sia she! I tio owned. :P

Haha, erm, her lunch time was delayed till so long. Good thing she did not have gastric, or else I would be worried sick. :P, den finally she went to lunch with her friends, den I went to sleep. Haha. :D

Online agn at night. Talk agn and had lots of indescribable fun. :D

Today. No, ytd. Hahas, I when to school as usual. Forgot bring the letter of absence. Gawsh, but it's okay. Sat at the hall for so long, my whole body started to cramp. Went back to give out homework. Argh, agn. Had break after that.

Watched the NGC on the reproduction of 2 animals. Halfway, The pretty lady called me randomly and asked random questions. Haha, but I like randomness. :D

Got back my report book. Totally disappointed, but expected. Shan't elaborate.

Yeah, brought one whole pile of books back today. My whole hand was aching, but last time the pretty lady made me bring home her books, so I got free training. Hehes. :D

Alright, end of my post. Gosh, it's so long. Haha, better go now. Byes~

2010-05-24T23:05:00.000+08:00

Hey guys.

Back, and still feeling the same. Looks like it's really that more ppl is becoming moody. Gosh, I can't be influenced. I'm here to tell them the solution to their problems. So, be prepared to be ignored, malcolm. :)

So yeah. I'm sort of still bored, but more and more situations are coming up, so I think that would at least ease my boredom by a bit. Hehe. :)

Okay, I have nothing in mind now, a total blank page. So, before I go, I just wanna tell those who feel moody, I've been thru before and I understand. I don't blame you for your actions and hope you will continue to live on normally. :p, I'm not sure if I said the correct thing. Haha.

Alrighty, I'm leaving. See you guys soon, byes. :)

2010-05-21T22:38:00.002+08:00

Hey guys.

Back after 4 days. Haha, and, the days are getting more and more boring. Wonder has it gotta do with the approaching holidays. O.o

Anyways, noticing almost everybody getting all moody. But, I won't blame them, I went thru tougher times. I understand. :)

Currently, I dun have faith in my decisions and also in a dilemma of feelings. So much I want to react, but can't. Nvm, forget it. :)

Alright, I dun think I have anything to post alr. I'm updating my blog, hotmail and facebook on my mobile. Interesting. Haha, okay, bye guys~

2010-05-18T17:53:00.001+08:00

Hi guys

Yeah, true enough, I failed all except english. But it's okay, not that I dun wanna care, but I'll take it as a lesson to work hard in common test 2. :)

Yeah, boring days approaches. After exams instead of resting, my teachers want us to do corrections. Omg, is there no rest? Well, I'll have to wait till june holidays. :)

Hmmm, I guess there's nothing more to post about. I'm going out with the faith members during june, that's all. Haha. :)

So yeah, I'm leaving now. Bye guys~

2010-05-14T15:52:00.002+08:00

Hi guys.

Hmmm, can say that this is the latest news. I failed all my exem papers, only english pass with a B3. Now, only geo nv get back.

Disappointed sia, I must do my best next term, don't let ppl down.

Yeah, days are still the same, boring. Haiz, I'm still watching youtube on my new phone. Haha :D

Yupp, I think that's all. See you guys, bye~

2010-05-13T18:25:00.003+08:00

Hi guys.

Back. I'm disappointed with myself. It's my fault man, that I failed 4 subjects. Totally a failure.

Mrs Soon talked to me just now. Took me hours to agree to her agreement to replace a maths with e maths. Wow.

No choice luh, end up agree, since I'm like a puppet, I'll let ppl comment their opinion on me luh. Comment uh, not control. :D

Yeah, so I wish all luck on their exams. Got to go, byes~

2010-05-11T21:36:00.003+08:00

Finally, my exams are over.

Haha, yeah, hi guys. I'm gonna slack for the next few days.

Gonna watch Ip Man 2 with Jireh tmr. Phew, away from home is a good thing. Dun have to put up with fights, anger and disagreement. But the only thing is the opportunity to go out. :(

So, I know a lot of you from other schools are jealous that I finished my exams earlier but, can't be help. Hehe :P

Yeah, and have been putting up with the new tenant for quite some time. I'm fed up, wished I wasn't living with him. He likes to act big, speak big and, in summary, ACTION. :@

Okay, done with these, not dampening my mood. So, bye guys~

2010-05-10T19:13:00.003+08:00

Hey guys.

Yeah, back for posting. Tmr last day of paper, and go school late! Haha, go for physics P1 only, and the duration is only 45 min! My gosh, so relax.

Yeah, and the sure fail subjects? Maths, physics and maybe geo. My gosh, must pray hard.

Wed going to watch movie. Most likely, hope to. At home damn bored.

Oh, and I got my new phone, SE Hazel! Nice man, stuck on it on the first day alr. My gosh. It's quite a handy phone. Love it. :D

Kay, I'll leave for now. Updates soon. Bye~

2010-05-06T20:54:00.002+08:00

Hi guys.

Phew. Actually, I feel that I'm doing well for everything, and I hope it turns out well. *cross fingers*

The only hopeless subject is maths. I hope I can cope with ppr 1 tmr. Omg, I'm not supposed to be so stressed!

Okay, I'm going to enjoy life. See you guys, bye~

2010-05-04T14:06:00.004+08:00

Hi guys.

MYE now, so not really posting, although I'm not really revising. :P

Okay, EL and MT quite okay la. Must hope to pass. Today is maths and SS. Maths sure fail, do only one out of four questions and I slept throughout alr. Sadness. SS should be okay. Hope for the best :D

Okay, I think I've nothing more to talk about. Update next time ba. Bye guys~

2010-04-28T21:48:00.002+08:00

Hey guys.

Almost one week since I posted. :P, gotta think of something.

Eh, okay. Days been better. Went for a few counseling sessions in school and found out the real reasons of my problem. Cool, it's a bit more effective.

MYE tmr. Yeah, everybody posts this, but mine is gonna be different from theirs. They say that they must mug hard and study hard, stressed up or whatever, but I just wanna say, I will do my best not to stress myself out. :D

Yeah, I think that's all. And Mel, my SA can start alr. Call me if you wanna play. Meet up soon also :D

Yeah, gonna enjoy life now. Byes~

2010-04-22T15:57:00.002+08:00

**** Feeling much better. Need some more time, I guess? :D ****

Trying not to post bad stuffs here. Learnt my mistakes. So, check me out if you wanna know. :D

See ya guys~

2010-04-19T23:13:00.001+08:00

Hi guys.

Gosh, have not been updating. I'll try my best.

Haha, days have been good for me. As usual, happy-go-lucky for me. Now my teachers and parents (I think) are angry at me. Gosh, I'm so stressed. :P

Eh, bored luh. Now that a new tenant has come in, he occupies all my comp time. WTF, and he whacks my younger brothers for no reason! I'm boiled. :@

Eh, could someone please 'date' me? I'm friggin bored at home. :P Haha.

Well, I guess I'll update some other time. Bye guys~

2010-04-13T22:33:00.003+08:00

Hi guys.

Back at home. The most boring place. Today kena lots of teacher lecture. I wish I can stop all this crap. My gosh.

Haiz, I'm trying to stay away from home as long as I could, cos once I reached home, I will definitely sleep. OMG.

Eh, now I only wanna go to uncle Mike's house, relax and go slow, and have fun. I'm fed up with life. I'm gonna respond to anything I feel that it's right.

Eh, okay. I think I'm done. I'm just gonna stop here as I dunno wait to type next. Haha, update more. Bye guys~

2010-04-11T20:04:00.002+08:00

Hi guys.

Bored day. Everytime I come back home it's the start to total boredom. My gosh, I need some one to save me!

Haha, and I've been going out, which makes me feel better. But the time spent outside is not really contenting. Everytime I reach home, the first thing to do is sleep. Gosh, I'm so freaking tortured. My parents are giving me headaches. Ouch. :D

Kay, nothing much to talk bout alr, though I have lots of things to say. I'll just stop here today. Bye guys~

2010-04-08T16:35:00.003+08:00

Hi guys.

Nv been posting for a long time. Nothing on my mind now, but I'll try.

Today had speech day, so dismissed at 930. Freaking bored, so slacked with YuSheng at Bangkit.

After he left, I'm all alone. I checked if my parents are at home. No, so i went back home and comp-ed. Slept till 330. LOL.

Uncle Mike promised me to meet at Woodlands but ended up didn't. WTH sia. :@:@

I'm freaking bored luh. Actually wanted to stay at his house. Failed la, knn. Walao, today just sucks. :(

Kay, signing off. Bye guys~

2010-04-05T17:08:00.003+08:00

Hi guys.

I'm back, feeling better then ever. Okay with Melvyn alr, and I'm sorry I misunderstood you.

Eh, have been crazily talking to uncle Mike this few days. Haha, fun.

Phew, problem with frens now over. Now, parents and stupid homework. My gosh, how am I going to overcome this? Eh, I think I will need time. :D:D

Kay, I'm going to go now. Got lots of things to day but not now. Lazy. :P, haha, bye guys~

2010-03-30T18:34:00.003+08:00

Hi guys.

Phew, back from hell. Had a nice experience there. I learnt that some ppl that we used to trust might not be for you after all. They just abandon you when you make the slightest wrong move and boom, they're gone.

It's because of this ppl that I've learnt to be fearless and bold. Doing things like a 'chiongster' and not caring what ppl feel. On the other hand, I also learnt to control this feelings.

Yeah, okay. For the time being, I think there will not be anything happening to me again. Let's just hope everything turns out well from now on.

Yeapp, I learn to treasure my frens more. I'm through with those who dun understand me. That's it.

Haha, I'm feel so light. Yeah, got to go. Bye guys~

2010-03-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

Hi.

Posting cos long time nv alr.

All I wanna say here is I wanna kill myself. Freaking meaningless this life.

Bye.

2010-03-23T17:18:00.002+08:00

Hi guys.

Woo, back. And, wanna give YenNing my full blessings. Good luck in everything you do yah! :D

So yeah. I'm so bored. It seem like ppl doesn't wanna talk to me. Eh, weird, or is it really my doing? I'm confused.

FML. My family is just having chaos. Mum just keep misunderstanding me, dad can't cope with job, and I? Worst of all. I'm giving up in everything. Fuck it man. Knn. Due to this, I can't get my plan, cos my mum intercepted. CB, how to survive with only 2 cents left in your prepaid?

Yeah, sorry for the bad mood. Gtg, to prevent futher booming. Most of all, luv ya YN! Eh, sounds very weird. Anw, byes~

2010-03-21T21:06:00.003+08:00

Hey guys.

So, waked up at 12.13, rushing for time and hoping we could reach lot one at 1 on time.

Yeah, early. Met Syafiq, Rose Mae, Banu, Sab, ZW, TeeYeong, YuJun and Wenxin. Eh, okay luh. After that headed to JP.

And well, decor a cake. After that, THE BIRTHDAY GIRL ARRIVED! Haha, and we headed to Pizza Hut.

Waited for 10 minutes plus den had a seat. Ordered our meal, which took more than 20 min of our time. WTH.

After pizza and stuffs, birthday cake fight and celebration. Haha, YenNing was disappointed that the cake was on her hair.

Eh, okay. Paid for the meal. 180 dollars plus. Den after that went to ZW's house. Was planning to go HTNS want, but cos everyone broke den nv go.

Played with corn flour. Wow, the whole time the only person to target me was YenNing lor. But I got back. Yeah, Haha. Sprayed at Sab, ZW and Yujun also. They screamed so loud luh. Dunno why.

Kay, now at home le. Will stay up till 12 to send HER an sms. Hehe, byes for now~

2010-03-18T12:07:00.002+08:00

Hey guys.

Back for posting. Yeah, and my week is getting more and more boring. But I'm still feeling better. Hehe XD

Haiz, my mum keeps nagging at me to do housework. I'm sick and tired of it. Grrr...

Yeah, and holidays are coming to an end. Haiz, so fast. Monday WILL stay back after school and Sunday will be staying up late.

My mind is so disorganized. Bleugh, I guess I should sign off now. Bye~

2010-03-13T22:38:00.001+08:00

Hi guys.

Yeah rite, I'm quite alright now. But I still have that feeling. I wonder why. Nah, it's okay.

I feel like this blog is gonna be so dead. Nobody tags here and I'm talking to myself. I won't post on FB anymore cos some ppl will comment and worry for me. Some will even be angry with me. Now I feel like I've been ignored. So, save the trouble la.

Yeah, got 2 F9s on my report slip. I'm so proud I passed my maths. Hehe :D

Went out with Jermaine today. Yeah, had a ball of a time. Spend time at arcades and shopping. Went Bugis, Jurong Point to decor a cake, den homed.

The cake is freakin nice luh, although the design seems out. :P

Yeah, okay, gonna stop here. Bye guys~

2010-03-12T15:43:00.001+08:00

Hi guys,

Yeah, nv post for so long le. Sorry uh :P

Anyways, I'm feeling better. Only that I'm still frustrated with a lot of things. Confused luh. Anyways, life was okay. After march holidays will celebrate somebody's birthday. Hehe :D

Hmmm... I failed 2 subjects. I planned to give up on studying alr. I just hate it. Sian.

Nothing much to say alr. I'm leaving now, bye~

2010-03-04T22:52:00.000+08:00

Hi guys.

I'm getting crazier as the days go by. I'm thinking of dropping subjects at first. Later was school. Now, O levels. I'm crazy.

I'm not sure, but I getting more emo. That's what frens say. Ah, forget it.

I'm going now. See you guys soon. Still training my muslces, FYI. Byes~

2010-02-26T19:11:00.003+08:00

Hey guys.

Yeah, same old days. Dzul got Satio. Jealous. :@

Got back my Physics and Chem MCQ results. Wanna know? It's 12 and 17 over 20 marks. And for your info, I didn't even touch the book. Miracle. :P

Hmmm... latr going to Melvyn's house for dinner. Yeah, is either I stay over or he stay over. Tmr got CIP, dunno if I should go. See how.

Gotta go. See you guys next time, bye~

2010-02-25T20:29:00.004+08:00

Hi guys.

Hmmm... It's exam week but I dun give a damn. Why? No good reason. Just didn't want to.

Alright, this week sucks. I think practically from now on, my week will be freaking no colour le. My sec 2 juniors have left me. Sad, or have I left my sec 2 juniors? :P

So, thinking of skipping school after common test. Not much to do at school too. Ah, heck care.

So gonna end here. My muscle is all sore after training it freaking toughly. Gotta go train my muscles somemore. Byes~

2010-02-24T16:57:00.003+08:00

Hi guys.

Yeah, now I'm a free person. Not sure why, but I have this feeling suddenly.

Hmmm... Nice week. I have been disturbing teachers. Cool. Lesser friends left with me now. Yeah, now I can see who really like the real me.

Erm... I think I'm done here. Oh yes, and sorry for not posting for so long :P.

Yeah, so gonna stop here and update soon. Bye~

2010-02-19T21:59:00.002+08:00

Hey guys.

Yeah, freaking week. Had lot's of mixed feelings. It was fun in class, cos I insulted a lot of teachers. After school was a thunder of anger. Not sure why, but it always happens.

I'm like bolder now. I like it, but at the same time, it's dangerous. I'm also putting down a decision that from now on, I will make myself as dislikable as possible. Reason: So that I will have nothing to do with the world anymore. Like in school, home, church, etc. It seems my plan is starting to work.

Hmmm... nothing to talk bout now. My whole mind is blank. I'm in total confusion in terms of feelings and thoughts. So gonna end here. Bye guys~

2010-02-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

Hi guys.

Just went touring round a mountain. Quite nice and cool. That's all I guess.

Hmmm... tomorrow I'll be on my way home. So, can't online le. BooHoo. :(

I noticed I posted 5 days in a row. So miracle. Haha.

Hmm... I think today is gonna be short. Gonna end here. Bye~

2010-02-14T18:01:00.003+08:00

Hi guys.

Back from mountain trekking. Freaking tired, and painful. Know why? Kay, wait.

First, leg walk till numb. I dun mind it actually. The only thing I hate is I fell into the water and knocked onto a big rock. Freak, damn painful. Still having the feeling now. ~!@#$

Rite, I had a leech bite too. Yeah, first time and it's okay luh.

Kay, summarize. I feel tired, multiple bruises left on me, and a leech bite mark.

Okay, now waiting for her to online. Wanna ask her something, as well as talk to her.

Hmmm... I think should be that's all. Will update tmr if can. Byes~

2010-02-13T23:37:00.012+08:00

Hey guys.

In malaysia now. Using my fren's comp. So now, quite bored. Hoping she can online almost always. I wanna make up too. Sorry for that attitude that day uh. Really sorry, dun take it to heart, kies?

Hmmm... So now limited ways of communication. At most can use my dad's phone to sms, and msn. That's all. I wish tuesday would come fast. :P

There's so much I wanna say to her. And... we'll see how it goes. I'm counting on faith and open-ness.

Okay, nothing to talk alr. Will update when inspiratn comes. See you guys, byes~ :)

2010-02-12T16:15:00.002+08:00

Hey guys.

Sorry for the bad mood ytd. Trying to bring it up today.

So, today is CNY celebration. Had lessons b4 that, which was super boring. Okay la, the concert. Den went back WVPS.

Ate with Jia Jun At BP. Now at home, waiting for the reunion dinner. I really hate it luh.

I'm going overseas from sunday to tuesday. Crap.

Hmmm... I think that's all. Stop here, byes~

P.S I can't get (-?-) out of my mind. So forget about what I said in the last post. Or should it still be continued?

2010-02-11T19:52:00.005+08:00

Hi guys.

Dead blog and dead me. What's fucking wrong sia? I freaking hate my life.

I'm making a decision. I'm going to siam YenNing. Almost totally. Cos, I feel that her frens should be more important than me. Whether I'm there or not there doesn't make a diff. I'm just pulling her down. So, I dun mind if she hate me forever, but I just want her to be happy.

Gonna stop here. Not much to update and no mood. Bye~

2010-02-09T22:01:00.005+08:00

Hi guys,

Just a quick update. Short want but wanna try my best. Actually I'm not supposed to use. :P

Haha, anyways, same old week. I not sure if there's invisible man again but, all in all it's okay luh. I need to improve A LOT MORE! Hor, YenNing? :P

Yeah, and same old school days. I pon lesson yesterday, cos damn freaking pissed. Nvm, dun wanna elaborate.

Chinese New Year is coming and I'm dreading that it would come. What's so special bout it? Hmmm... nvm. Just pass it quickly and get over.

So CNY is coming in bout a few days time. So next is CYN, which is 42 days away. You know what I mean uh, YenNing? Haha :P

Haiz, I wanna really entertain (-?-) more, not boring speeches everytime. So, think fast! Must change, change, change!

Kay, gtg. See you guys soon. Byes~

2010-02-05T21:53:00.003+08:00

Hey guys.

Updates again. Yeah, long time since I updated le. So, weekly review.

Monday was okay. YenNing had band, I had class decor. Sab had class decor too. So wait till 6 plus den home. That's all.

Tuesday was okay too. Same thing, YenNing had band, I had class decor. Only that Sab had dance. So till 6 also. Next.

Wednesday. Sab had dance, 2A1 had class decor. So I pei YenNing to lot1 eat. Talk so much luh, till I forgot what we talk :P. Tested her a quiz. Wanna know what? Go her blog :)

Thursday had maths prison. Waited for YenNing. 6 den home.

Today, was okay luh. After school met YenNing and co. outside school. Den homed le. Nothing much ba.

Dun feel like going to church luh. I dun want to, actually. See how ba. I gg to school for maths remedial, den eat lunch with YenNing.

Okay, nothing to update le. See you, byes~

2010-01-31T21:05:00.005+08:00

Yoz guys ~

Okay, plan to update today. If not I'll update next friday. Oh no, that's a long way, so that's why I'm updating now :)

Okay, Saturday was okay. Worship b4 BS, CM, went out with the youths to beach road to eat, den homed. Nothing much. The only funny thing is when we board the train, so many bangla came in. Woo, den leslie went out by the less-bangla side. So racist. But dun say them la, I also. :P

Today? Okay la. Still the same, only more fun A BIT. I onlined and talk to YenNing for a while den went to wedding lunch. I promised to online again in the afternoon but the freaking connection was super troublesome. So, I sms-ed her told her I will online at night. So here I am, online now :P

So, that's the end of the two days. I'm planning to stay back on monday to wait for YenNing la, cos she will lonely, no frens. So lonely :P For tuesday and thursday? We'll see how ba. Haiz... :P

Kay stop here le. Update next week. Bye~

2010-01-29T17:21:00.005+08:00

Hey guys.

Wah, totally not in the mood to post but, just give it a shot.

Okay, same old week. Only that this week is the worst of all. I think will have worser ones coming. Sian :(

Why? Okay. Day 1, Monday. Wait for YenNing cos, band. Den I was there like invisible man, cos I didn't do anything. Sian la.

Somemore. Day 2, Tuesday. Wait for YenNing cos, band again. Same thing, invisible man. Two times liao hor. I dun feel like waiting on thursday but cos she wanted den, haiz, just go la.

Not enough ah. Day 4, Thursday. Wait for YenNing cos, band. Same thing, invisible man. Walao, I had enough la. I dunno if I should stay next week lor.

Wednesday and Friday they got go out but I nv and dun wan to go. I totally dun wan to bored YenNing la. So trying to siam her a bit. Sms a bit maybe can. So, sorry ah, YenNing. I think you also wun feel anything de la hor? :P

I'm a bore la, trust me. When you know the real me, I'm not sure what you will think but to me? I'm boring la. Trust me. Haizz... :(

You know why I typing like this? Cos I want to be a true Singaporean :)

No la, cos YN say she like eng-chi speech. So, trying to change. But I'm still siam-ing ah. But the question is: Should I type in Sing-lish or English for future post??

Kay la, stop here alr. I update next time. Bye~

2010-01-22T21:42:00.009+08:00

Hi peeps,

Gonna update now; short and sweet one :)

Okay, the past few days was the same. I feel that I'm more stupid as the day goes by. Not sure why.

After school every Monday, Wednesday and Thursday will stay back after school to wait for YenNing, cos she got band till 6 plus. Not sure if she will think that I'm kinda xtra :P. Cos everyday she got frens to accompany her and I might just be there to 're nao yi xia'. Haha :)

Other days was okay. I just hate that I have homework everyday. It's not cool at all.

Now I made a pact with YenNing to only use the comp on Friday, Saturday and maybe Sunday. Haha, and there are lots of thing I know that someone dunno. Hehe :), but if you ever guessed what is it, I would wanna tell u now that I dun mind at all :)

Noticed that YenNing hardly laugh nowadays. Is it because I make everything too boring or? I'm sure the problem lies with me somehow luh. Haizzz... :(

Okay, gonna end here. The sad thing is, nobody to talk to now. So, instant decision: slack on comp. Haha, okay, byes guys~

2010-01-17T22:32:00.005+08:00

Okay, it's end of the week. I'm gonna post something short. Gonna go sleep very soon.

Hmmm... Hve been talking to YenNing on MSN on friday and saturday, two days straight and I enjoyed it. The sad thing is, she only can online on this two days only. :( Boohoo sadd. After that, only can see her at school lor :(

Anyways, that's how I've been passing my two days. But I totally didn't mind, cos it's hard to have tat kind of opportunity.

I'm going now but, before I go, I'm just wondering bout something and I think I will say it here. I've nv, NEVER, seen, YenNing put down her LONG hair. I wonder how she will look like. Hmmm... excited. Hahaha, jkjk. :)

I'm going to leave now. Got to sleep. Byes~

and P.S YenNing, rmb to comment on my tagboard :)

2010-01-15T19:44:00.003+08:00

Hi guys.

Okay, gonna post before my blog goes extinct. Something short, not sure if it's exciting.
I doubt so.

So, gonna talk bout something random. Hmmm...

Okay, days that I didn't post was quite the same, quite routine. Only that after school I will be super bored, no one to talk to. YenNing can't SMS le. :( Boohoo, Sobs.

Okay, today after school went to fajar with my bro, Syafiq and gang. Did something (ahem), den went to mac. (please think straight.) Ended up also nv eat there. Too crowded. Went back to school and slack lor. Went to the fitness corner. The girls' friend, Jesslyn, (if I'm not wrong, it should be spelled like this), didn't want to come down the low wall. Ended up also came down la. LOL.

Yay, today finally won my bro in chin-ups! I did 5, bro did 4. :) Happy. Haha, and talking on the things that I'm happy, I just won my family in daytona! My first and second time getting first in daytona. :) Happy x100. LOL

Okay, my mind is blank le. Will update some other time la. See you guys. Byes~

2010-01-07T20:13:00.002+08:00

Hi people.

Sorry for the late updates. Anyways, first post of the year.

Okay, had watchnight at church. HAPPY NEW YEAR! Too late to say now. LOL

First day of school. Okay, first time wearing school long pants. I mean school ah. I look damn weird, like what YenNing said on the tagboard. :(, Sad. I have to wear it for another one more year.

Okay, the rest of the things are normal. Only school sucks and frens there rocks. That's what's in my mind when I go to school.

Okay, nothing much to talk bout. Going to sleep. LOL, have been quite tired. Byes~

2009-12-30T18:20:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps.

Okay, this blog skin looks weird, but I can't find another nice guitar skin. The last one's picture was down cos the user wasn't online for 90 days or whatsoever.

Lol, okay enough of crap. I'm just going to tell you guys that this blogskin wasn't what I wanted.

Okay, going now. See you guys next time. Byes~

2009-12-29T22:18:00.001+08:00

Hey guys.

Back for a short update. Nothing much to talk anyways. Lol.

Okay, went to uncle mike's house to stay. Play SA with Melvyn and my bro. Bored, but at least better den staying at home.

Okay, got my hair cut there too. Now my long hair is gone! Sobs, I miss my long hair. I want it back! Now I have to wait for a few more months to get it back. :(

Okay, I think that's all. I'm going to wait till my hair grows back. Byes~

2009-12-23T23:10:00.003+08:00

Hi guys. I'm gonna post, but be prepared for this.

I'm sure this is gonna disappoint my fellow church frens but...

Hmmm... Should I say? Okay, I thing I should.

Sigh... I...

Decided to leave God. Not sure why? Nvm. I just feel I don't really deserve it after what I've done.

Hmmm... but the prob is: I don't feel like leaving church. I still have all my frens there. Argh! I'm not sure. Being tortured now...

Okay, nvm. Enough of this. Got to go guys. Updates next time. Byes~

and P.S I'm starting to miss my talk-mate. Guess who is it: YN.

2009-12-21T14:21:00.002+08:00

Hi guys.

Back for updates. Gonna share what happened ytd.

Okay, it was Melvyn's birthday. We decided to give him a surprise. So uncle Vincent picked us up at Yishun at 5. We were waiting there eating Ramlee burgers along with Jedi, Jon, my bro and I. Went to uncle Vincent's friend, uncle William's house at Thong Soon Green.

We spent our time at the playground behind their house playing blind mice, catching and blah blah blah. Anways, the point is we slacked before Melvyn came.

It's bout 6. So uncle Vincent went to pick Melvyn and Daniel from Yishun to uncle William's House. So we started to prepare the cake and all sorts of stuffs.

Okay, Melvyn finally came. Jedi was the first one he saw. He didn't expect us to be there and so he went 'Who is that?' It was when Jon came out and slowly all of us appeared den he knew that it was us. Haha, pleasant surprise for him, wasn't it?

So, we had BBQ the whole night. Went to the play ground to play hide and seek and others and I injured myself there. The cut is sick but I can't put it up cos my phone has no USB. Shyt.

So we slacked again, talking among ourselves (Melvyn, my bro and I). Yea den my parents came and it was home sweet home.

Okay, nothing much to talk about. I'm going to go. I'll update next time. Bye guys~

2009-12-17T19:29:00.001+08:00

Okay, back for posting. But now, I'm posting something very mood-dropping and very SHORT.

I'm not sure why I can't hear from God, I don't talk to God seriously and other stuffs that displeases God terribly but God still like watch over me? Can't He just punish me harshly now? I'm not sure why, but I can feel myself suffering terribly now because of this. Maybe because of guilt or something. Maybe I should tell God to leave me once and for all and just not care about me now? I'm not sure, cos I just feel that it will ease my guilt and pain a little.

Should I guys? Or is there other things I can do? Haiz, I'm just feeling super terrible now. Sorry guys, dropped your mood. Comment on my tagboard and tell me what you feel.

Going now. Bye guys.

2009-12-16T14:06:00.003+08:00

Hi guys,

Okay, long time since I last posted. Sorry, but I'm gonna post now.

I'm gonna talk bout ytd and two days back.

Two days back, Melvyn came to my house to slack. So we went down to our house carpark at the bottom most level to play with fire. My bro burnt snails. Sick, can even see it cook up. Urgh, and then WE burnt a cockroach. As in Melvyn, my bro and I. Hehe, gave it a proper 'cremation', which also means burn it up. It's carcass is still there. We have lots of memory around that area. Den went back up to slack till Melvyn went home at bout 715.

Okay, ytd. Same, actually we were supposed to work. Woke up at 930, rushed out to wait at Bukit Gombak. Reached there and and was told that thier car break down so we have to wait for 1 hour. Damn! Why must it be now? Waited there for 1hour and 40 minutes den we gave up, we didn't wanna work anymore.

So Melvyn came our house. We went down again, visited the carcass of the dead cockroach and then started roaming around. That area is like our territory le. Haha, and halfway we saw a lizard. Den sadist Manfred and Melvyn killed it by burning it, AGAIN! Had it buried and now, we have two animals dead in our hands. Cool. Slacked around and den when it was 5 plus, it started raining. So we started a 'campfire' to keep ourselves warm. Cool man that experience. Oh ya, and in between that, Manfred almost burnt the whole sack of newspaper. Clever boy. Very clever.

One weird thing happened also. Ytd 3 girls came to work to sell Manfred's card game. One of the girls asked Manfred for my number. Huh? I mean, that's weird. But anyways, I didn't want to and I didn't give.

Okay, that all I guess. Got to go. Updates nxt time. Bye guys ~

2009-12-05T22:52:00.003+08:00

Hi guys,

Okay, I'm not sure what to post now, but I'm gonna try my utmost best. Forgive me if it's bad.

Let's talk bout Friday.

Okay, I had a super boring day, so, I decided to download LF2 to past time. Ended up liking the game. I also dunno why. Hehe. Went for corporate prayer after that. Did lots of things there, I forgotten.

Nvm, today.

Okay, slept at 430, tossing and turning on bed. Damn not tired but at up only slept for 1 hours. Had to leave house to meet the youths at aljunied at 8. Damn, but we are still 2 minutes late. The feeling totally sucks. Don't try it.

Okay, had CIP. Was okay, the job part was tedious and tiring, given my current situation. After all was over, played a little basketball with the youths. I'm the noobest by the way. Headed back to church.

Bathed, had YPP (Youth Power Prayer). This is the most memorable prayer I will have. We played the hand current thingy game. Jedi got to pray the most and followed by me and the others. The only ppl who didn't got to pray was Leslie, Jireh, Jonathan, Zhi Meng and my bro. Sean kena but didn't pray. He led worship. Suay ah, I and Jedi. Hehe, no la, actually it's an honour to pray.

Had service. Totally can't tahan. Slept for 30 minutes during the sermon with Melvyn. Damn uncomfortable. Second session the same, but was a bit more fun.

Okay, I'm now back home and doing nothing. LF2 agn? I dunno. Haha, we'll see.

Going now. Updates next time. Byes~

2009-12-03T19:40:00.004+08:00

Hi guys,

Okay, I'm gonna talk bout today.

I slept at 630 am playing SA with Melvyn and woke up at 10. Had to meet Jedi at Douby Ghaut at 12. So I rushed out of bed to get there on time.

Went Mac to have something light. Jon and Wen Kang came along after that. Headed off for LAN. Wen Kang supposed to work today, but he skipped. He chao keng. Played L4D and Blackshot. Today a lot of ppl got pissed off lor, totally not a good day. First, Wen Kang din play SA with Melvyn, so Melvyn got pissed off. Next, we didn't want to play with Jedi they all. When we have to go, Jedi not happy. Lol, I wonder why today so unlucky :(

Anyways, after that went for a job interview with Wen Kang and my bro. We were talking bout jobs and different jobs. Planning on taking two but, see how la, hor.

Went to Bukit Batok. Finding the place was hard man. The building damn deep in some weird place. Anyways, got the interview and we are confirmed to work next week.

As for now, lots of things are on my head. Whether Wen Kang can stay at our house and go work everyday, whether we can don't cheat at work, concerned about my current bored life and blah blah blah. But I think I should stop here.

Okay, I'm going now. Update more next time guys. Byes~

2009-11-29T23:17:00.003+08:00

Hi peeps.

Have nothing in mind to update actually. So just gonna talk bout my days, or should I say, part of the week. Hehe :)

Hmmm... Maybe I'll just with Saturday. Easier to talk about, cos happened just yesterday.

Too tired. So, can't wake up, which also lead to being late for CIP. Shyt, I dunno why I've been late for everything. Try to be early from now on, okay Malcolm?

So had service. Wasn't aware that I was the projectionist but anyways, did my best.

After that had GST. Was planning to stay, but was forced to go home. Walao, no fun le. Wanna stay with Melvyn and Wen Kang lor. Damn.

So had dinner den headed home. The most boring time of my life, I swear. Very bored.

Today woke up at... Dunno what time. Uncle James and Auntie Wendy was alr at my house. They were just talking bout investment, investment, investment. Pretty excited to get started but at the same time reluctant. Not sure why.

After they went home, my parents went to sleep. My bro was hogging the comp and playing fish tycoon. I was so bored lor, dun even know what to do. Bastard. Stayed at home til bout 3 plus 4.

My parents finally woke up. Went to my uncle's friend's fish shop. Was okay la, AT LEAST got to SEE some fishes.

Went to bugis street to find some clothings. Bought 2 3/4 pants and one tapered pants. Cool, I like it very very much. Seriously. Den walked around til my leg was totally numb. Dunno what they do. My bro wanna buy a new bag, so found a 'life spirit' one. Wasted time there. Went out further to OG towers. Wa, walk til leg break ah. Had ice-cream there.

Finally managed to rest my legs: in the car. Haha, so now I'm at home, bored again. Trying to think of ways to entertain myself.

Okay, going now. See you guys soon and will update some other time. Bye~

2009-11-25T13:22:00.002+08:00

Hi guys ~

Sorry for the late updates. Anyways, back to post.

Went to Indonesia for mission trip on the 21st. Came back on the 23rd, whichh means 2 days before. Freak, and I forgotten to post. Hehe..

The mission trip was memorable. Every second of it was special and precious for me. I greatly wanna treasure that time. Gonna go a bit more into the details.

First day was already starting to be memorable. The ride on the boat was exciting. We can actually feel the waves like it's just beside us. We had fun but to others, it was vice-versa. Anyways, reached a place called Sekupang. Changed our currency there and we instantly got rich. Woohoo, it was in thousands! Haha, so after that, we instantly transferred to another boat heading to Batu. It was the time there that made it a real mission trip to me.

Stayed in a hotel. We were separated into different bedrooms: Sam with auntie Denise, my mum and my dad and the next is pastor Terence, my brother and I. Straight away after that we went to have lunch and that was 3pm indo time, which means 4 pm Singapore time. Wow.

Went back to the hotel after that to wash up. Went to a care group somewhere near our hotel. Met different types of people there there and even made friends with them. My best friend was a boy named Jia Shun. He looks very like Zi Jian. Hehe, and he is only primary 3. Cute.

Next day, we went to the church in Batu. We were asked to lead the worship there. So my mum was the worship leader, Sam on the keyboard, my bro on the guitar and I on the drum. The music totally screwed up but because God's presence was there, the music seemed to be perfect. It was my first time seeing manifestations and people getting possessed. The spirit there was very strong, both the righteous and the evil. One lady there was possessed and she needed to be held by 7 or more people. Wow, that's how strong the evil spirit can be. Strengthen yourself now! Hehe. Got to know Sophia too and added her on facebook.

The next day, we left Batu and headed for Batam. Went to one of the orphanages there and wow, they are really pitiful. There was only one thing on my mind: to give my all and my best to them and make sure God is shown truly to them. We headed to one place so that we would not disturb the villagers there. We lead worship there too, and the children there are just very enthusiastic. They worship with all their hearts. Almost all of us were moved to tears but I couldn't, cos I have to lead them in worship. Then leaders of each church began to share their testimony. All of their stories were touching. Gave out presents to the orphans there.

We not only learnt lots of things from the Lord spiritually, we also learnt accuracy in whacking mosquitos. So people, don't blame me if I see a mosquito on you! Hehe.

We managed to come back safely. God had protected us throughout the whole trip. We are just really thankful that God had helped us, although we were VERY VERY tired. Haha.

The rest of the days after that are just routine. Auntie Ruth went back to Indonesia the next day, which is Tuesday. I slept till 3 ytd. Haha. Okay, end of updates.

Going now. Will update you guys nxt time. Byes~

2009-11-17T12:28:00.004+08:00

Hi people.

Back for posting. Will talk about yesterday.

Okay, woke up at bout 10 plus. Had lunch den off to CCK first to meet Melvyn. Den headed straight to AMK to meet Jedi. On the train suddenly Sam told me she can't make it at 3, so I told her it's okay, we'll watch the evening show. Which means we have bout 5 hours to slack at AMK. Darn.

Okay, so we headed to Cathay, ordered our tickets and off we go to slack. Went arcade to slack but it was totally boring. Spent about 1-2 hours there. Then we decided to slack at some playground. So, we headed to some neighborhood blocks and spent our time there.

We decided on playing blind mice. So Jedi was the 'catcher'. Just when we started, two policemen came. They just wanna make sure we don't make any trouble and so, just wanna take down our address. So me, Melvyn and my brother came and talk to them. Jedi was still the the world of the 'blind mice'. He started shouting, 'Hey must let me know where you are okay?' Then we told him to come down quickly. 'No, must tell me where you all are.' Then the policemen ask us, 'Hey, what happened to your friend?' Haha, we laughed our jaws off. Then Jedi came down, they took down our addresses, we continued, it started to rain, so we headed back to AMK hub.

Didn't know what to do so, walked around like a fool. Went to the arcade a few times and came out again. Waited for Leslie, Joyce and Sam till bout 6 plus. Till then we were super duper bored.

Okay, finally they came. so Les and Joyce had their dinner while the five of us, Melvyn, Jedi, Sam, my brother and I went to buy popcorn and drinks. Then we headed to the hall.

Wow, the overall is not just only good but, IT WAS SUPER, EXTREMELY GOOD LA! I don't mind watching it 1000 times more. In fact, I wanna watch again, again and again. Seriously. It's just tooooo nice. Haha, and the credits? Hehe, guess what song it is. I just like that song.

Okay, I think it's bout all. But before I go, just wanna ask you a question. What is the difference between my brother's blog and my blog? Just leave your opinions on my tagboard, so that it won't be dead.

Okay, I'm going now. See you guys nxt time. Bye~

2009-11-14T21:50:00.002+08:00

Hi guys. Back, cause? Nvm.

Hmmm... was asked to post again. So, going where inspiration is leading me.

This whole week is quite boring, at the same time busy like crazy. Not sure why. Actually Thursday going to watch 2012, but ended up my best friends didn't go. So, Monday instead. Haha, looking forward!

Today, went church. CIP was normal, went back and had BS. Shyt, didn't do BS material. Damn paiseh the whole time. Dunno what happen to me, have been super forgetful. Grrr...

Okay, la. Whole service was full of variety of feelings. Haha, tmr celebrating Magdiel birthday. Gonna get ready. Haiz, dunno what to say le. Post some other time. Bye people~

2009-11-06T17:34:00.002+08:00

Yo guys,

Sorry ah, haven't been posting for a few days. Didn't feel like. Haha. Actually I have no idea of what to post, so I'm going to try my best.

Life's been good, bad, everything. Let's elaborate.

Okay, yesterday I went for bowling with YenNing, Sabrina, Eunice, Zixin, Syafiq, JC and Zhaowei. Had fun. Didn't strike once, the others all did. -jealous- Zixin had no mood to play bowling, but owned me for the first two game. Lols, long-kang boy la, ytd. Went home and slack, slack, slack.

Now in dad's office, nothing much to do. So here I am now posting. What should I do? Have to go for coporate prayer latr, help dad type out the songs on the powerpoint. Haha.

Okay, no ideas alr. At least I posted something. Haha, will try to improve in 'interesting-ness'. Gotta go.

...

Hey, why am I still here? Okay nvm, I'll try of a way that will definately kick me outta here.

Going once, going twice, gone. Bye...~! -poof-

Haha, being lame. Bye guys.

2009-11-03T18:56:00.001+08:00

Hey people, leave a comment on my tagboard before you leave, or it'll be dead. Counting on you guys, cheers :) !

2009-11-03T15:07:00.003+08:00

Yo guys,

I actually have nothing in mind to share with you but, might as well try to give it my best shot.

Hmmm... I think I'm going to talk bout my days agn. Maybe not about today. The future, I guess.

Today, woke up early to go to church to do some photocopying. Reached church at 9 plus. Photocopied 6 sets of my dad's 101 material, the 'Faith Stretch' thingy, 80 copies and the newcomers slip, total bout 40 copies. Wow, spent my entire morning there. Cut papers after that.

Went down to buy lunch. Bought the same noodle from the same stall and the same auntie. She was surprised that I would be here. Got some Milo 'beng' also. Went up to church to have lunch, while talking to auntie Linda. Den dad came to pick me up.

So here I am, now at my father's office, working. Kay la, got to go. Have lots of work to do. Bye people, update you guys soon.

2009-11-02T13:45:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps,

Wow, long time since I last posted. More than one week! Haha, anyway, I'm gonna post today. Lets see where my inspiration leads me to.

It's the holidays now. Life is just A BIT more exciting than the past few months. Let's talk bout something else.

The last day of school was sad. Everybody is gonna see each other for the last time in their class. BooHoo... Was given each a value bear. Lols.

After school, went to see Ms Chai to give my value bear to her. She said she wanted it. Had her phone number too. Haha, den off I go to lot one with my bro, YenNing, Sabrina and Banu, still smsing Ms Chai. In the Lrt, Banu and Manfred "seem to have feelings for each other". Haha, went lot one den to Melvyn's house. Okay, nuff said. Next.

Saturday was normal. Morning, CIP. Afternoon, service and children ministry. Night was a bit different. Went to LAN with Leslie, Melvyn, Daniel, Sean, Zhi Ming and Zi Jian to play L4D. Had fun there, played til 10 plus and then headed for home. Missed the last Lrt so, waited at lot one till 12plus for dad to pick us up. Next.

Sunday is the most busy. Had two cousins' birthday at the same day. So, went to my cousin Faith's birthday first. Played soccer with my dad till have blisters. Den off to Jameson the cutee's birthday. Had XO fish head noodle. Ate the best ice cream I've ever tasted too, at Sunset Place. Then, went home. Next.

Today went to my uncle's house at 9am to work. Worked till 12 then had lunch with him. Was talking to me bout the business world. Brought me home latr.

Now at home at 2.01pm. Nth to do currently. What to do? Guitar I guess. Okay, I'm leaving. Byes and updates nxt time.

2009-10-23T15:51:00.005+08:00

Hi guys,

Sorry for not posting last two days. Forgotten to post I guess.

Seriously, I have nothing in mind to post now so, I'm going to post whatever that comes to my mind.

Okay, first, maybe bout school. Settled the feud with my teacher already but, I'm not sure if everything is back to normal. It doesn't seem like. Nvm, move on.

First lesson was? Oh ya, mother tongue but, this lesson did not even touch on mother tongue. It was for us to check our 'End of Year' marks. Lols.

Maths? Quite okay. Was quite bored, did nothing but talk, talk, talk. Ms Cheong seems okay after the matter but Ms Chai? Don't think so. Must make-up to Ms Chai sooner or later!

Recess was nothing. Just stayed in the classroom and idled till it's over. ZzZ.

PW was not too good. We had to read for the whole period but, my class didn't listen. So, my teacher had no choice but to let us do what we want.

Science, same teacher for PW take over, which also means my form teacher. Lols, he allowed us to play but no cards, Psp or whatsoever. Bored for the whole lesson.

Form teacher contact time was boring. Did a survey and was dismissed.

After that, which also means later bout 5 plus to 7, we're supposed to go for 'Spectrum 4' at NUSUCC but I didn't buy the ticket so won't be going. Sorry for all those who wished I could go.

That's bout all. Oh ya, you guys know why I'm bored in school today? Cos chers dun allow cards, Psp and blah blah blah. Was damn bored, at least ytd had 2 periods of solid play time. Lols.

I think it's all I am thinking. Will update you guys tmr if I have the time or some other times when I'm free. Earlier the best la. Tagboard dead again so, rmb to tag!

Kay, see you guys soon, bye.

2009-10-21T15:32:00.002+08:00

Hi guys.

In a bad mood today but i don't want you guys to be influenced, so will TRY to my this post not to bad. Will be talking about my day and relink it to what happen.

Went to school in the morning. Was fine. Had PE, first period. Fun, all I could say.

Recess was boring. Went to change and there in my class, waiting for the next period, English.

English was BAD. Got back my paper 1 and oral results. To you guys, 68% might be good enough but it isn't for me. So it dampened my mood for the whole day. Was freaking angry. I wouldn't talk to my teacher for the whole period.

Same here for Maths. Got back both my papers, 1 & 2. 1 was okay, 35.5/50, but I was starting to get more angry. Got back paper 2. The results stared right in my face:13/50. I could take it no more and I tore the paper. My teacher was shocked and ask me to put the pieces back. I didn't give a damn and asked her not to count this mark in. She was so disappointed, she ran out of the class finding my DM and all the other discipline committee. I was taken down to the office, waited there for one hour. Mr Ho sent me a pink form and asked to see me. Waited till his class finished. Didn't attend LS and SMART.

After school, he was talking to me and actually wanted me to stay back and get punished. My father was there so he didn't keep him waiting and sent me home. He made me promise to write a 'letter of apology'. Okay, I accepted. Have to see him tmr first thing in the morning.

Okay, this post sucks but sorry if I didn't make the mood right. Sorry for that.

Okay, got to go. Going to write my letter of apology and TRY to bring my mood up. Bye.

2009-10-20T21:22:00.004+08:00

Okay guys, bad news.

Not sure whether it's good or bad. For me, it's definitely bad.

Got back my results today, disappointed.

Five subjects had marks taken back. English, Geography, Science, History and Literature.
Review:
Eng: 37/50
Geo: 70/100
Sci: 74/100
His: 56.25/100
Mt: Not sure, was sleeping in class. Tell you guys when I get back my report book.
Lit: ...

Not sure to say. I failed the paper. Haiz, 45/100. Cool? Nah, not a least bit.

Kay, I managed to get over it alr. Hope to see better results for other papers tmr. Maths, not confident. DnT, so so. Not very optimistic of passing. Art? Haiya, not sure la. Base on luck alr.

Not sure what to post now but remember to tag me cos my tagboard is really dead. Do comment, including you, kor Leslie, if you are reading my blog. Kay?

Btw, I'm in love' with two youtube personallities: Shane dawson and Olga Kays. Woo, love them very much. Woah, okay, this is getting more and more random. Better stop here. Haha, okay, going now. Not sure what more to talk about.

2009-10-19T10:23:00.001+08:00

Woo~

Back, and sorry guys. Late post.

I was actually thinking of posting last, last wednesday, but I thought that since it's exam period then, I'd revise first and post after exams.

Okay, exam was fine. The only fear is that 70% of my subjects will fail. Crap. Nevermind, move on.

Sat had service as usual. Went to Leslie's house. Woo, 'funnest' day of my life, I think. Play his Playstation from bout 10, 11 pm till nxt morning bout 6 plus 7am. Woke up at 10 plus, had BS and then went down to eat.

Came back, played his Playstation for a while more. Watched '28 weeks later'. First few minutes and then the freaking time passed by so quickly. Have to go uncle mike's house to wait for my parents to pick me for overnight fishing.

Yup, I had overnight fishing and I just came back about 2 hours ago. Damn freaking tired. Tried for fish but no luck. Uncle mike caught 1 and my dad caught 2. -Jealous-. Haha.

That's about all. Will keep you guys updated soon. Bye.

2009-09-29T20:11:00.003+08:00

Sorry people.

I will not be blogging for the time being. Actually, my mood has dropped since the end of the June holidays, the start of school, but it seriously worsened this week. Currently in a very foul mood. I'll blog again when I 'recover'.

2009-09-28T19:45:00.007+08:00

Woohoo~

Back from the Anniversary. Fun man, Totally enjoyed it. Review on that day.

Overnight on Friday. When there had make-up straight away. Hold it there for about 2 hours cos the Indonesian service had to practice.

Anyway, after they finished, we rehearsed at bout 9 plus. Means, I reached there at 7 plus. Haha, it was fun. First time, we just had the brief run. We did the different scenes separately. Did that for a few times.

Next was the full dress rehearsal. What time we had it? 1.30am. Cool. We had the full-dress for two times. After that, after it all seems good, we call it a day. Played bluff, 'tai di' and some others with Jedi, Joel, Melvyn, Jonathan they all. Went to sleep at 2.15 am.

Wooo..~~ It was freaking hard to sleep. Cold like crazy man! Wooo~sss~. The nxt day, went out straight away to avoid being frozen. Went down to have breakfast. Milo beng, my fav. Haha. We were discussing about last night, talking about how cold it was. Nobody covered themselves with their blanket and nobody even expected that the air con was on.

Nigel was the only one with the sleeping bag. We're saying that it was freaking cold and suddenly, 'Cold meh?' Guess who said it? Nigel. Nice one ah, bro. I'll love you for life.

Went for CIP after that. Had a freaking tough day there. After that was supposed to pick JC, YenNing and her fren but JC told me they dun wan to trouble me. Thx man, so they came by themselves. Hope they enjoyed the ride.

When they reached, I was playing the guitar with Melvyn. Was having fun with him, even YenNing felt fun too. Haha. After that, make-up time! Voted to be the last to go. Make-up done and JC they all didn't want to eat the refreshment. Was 'forced' to eat in the end I think.

Nxt, worship. Everything was nice. Nice music, nice atmosphere. Leslie was led by the Lord to stop halfway the worship. Cool. Den moved on to the announcement.

Announcement was normal. Joyce was the MC. Skit after that. Woo~! Overall, I think it's okay la. I was acting as the tormented soul. Role: Greatly used by God, counsilled a youth off porn habits, get hooked by it myself and died because of it. Sad. Had to scream loudly too. Woo... and of course, my other friends. Nice acting all of you guys, love y'alls! Haha, what do y'all think? Comment bout it on my tagboard.

Had sermon. Pastor James was funny but YenNing's face was still like emotionless. Lols, anyways, had BBQ after the service.

BBQ was fun. Became a part time maid there, serving food and drinks to ppl. I think that's what God wants us to do rite? Haha, proud of myself.

Left at 9.10pm. Was in a dilemma whether to take bus, taxi or Mrt. In the end, Nigel took the Mrt alone, I, Jireh, my bro, Melvyn and Daniel took the bus and JC, YenNing and her fren took the Taxi. Woots~, nice decision.

Went back home and boom, I was on the bed slping. Sms for a while before sleeping actually.

Now for Sunday

Okay la, average. Went had lunch with grandpa and after that? Fishing till 6 plus. Bout 3 hours there I guess. Went home had lots of different kind of marine fishes. Nothing much alr.

Today?

School was the same. Was in a bad mood today, I'm not sure why. Might continue for the whole week or month. Anyway, Had the same old day. Recess went down to talk to A1 frens. Cool. After school, went lot one to meet YenNing, Eunice. Treat them bubble tea. $4.50 fly, but I'd promised them. Met Sabrina and Rose Mae bit later. Loiter there for a while. Rose Mae suddenly became random (dun wanna say). Went home alone latr.

Okay, I think there's nothing much left to talk. Updates nxt time.

P.S. Just to clarify, I'm single. It's just pure brotherhood la.

Oh ya, and more photos at http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=651033&o=all&op=1&view=all&subj=110418706026&aid=-1&id=1342471661&oid=110418706026#/photo.php?pid=651043&o=all&op=1&view=all&subj=110418706026&aid=-1&id=1342471661&oid=110418706026. First few parts. (hyperlinked)

2009-09-24T16:40:00.003+08:00

Countdown for Youth Anniversary: 2 days plus.
Countdown for overnight rehearsal: 1 day, 2 hour 50 minutes.

Haha, just being lame for a while but this might come in handy.

Todae's school life was okay, nv had any problems so far. Let's see how's the situation tmr. Haha.

Review on todae's school life.

D&T was okay. Finish up our moving toy and it's free time for you. Nothing much.
Recess. Had nothing to do, so after I put my books in my classroom, I went down to 1A1. Talk to YenNing, Jun Chen, Zhao Wei, Zixin, my bro and a couple of others there. YenNing became the second Eunice. Shouting like a mad woman in class. Lols. Gave her a kit-kat anyways.
English and history was nothing. I didn't bother to do my composition and comprehension. Given up on english. I found out that I failed my history test too. Cool.
Science was supposed to hand up a 'brochure', but I didn't do. So, stay back. Did a last minute finish up and after assembly, didn't stay back for long. Haha.
Assembly was boring. almost slept.

Went lot one a while after school. Currently nothing to do. So, gonna stop here. Update more nxt time.

2009-09-23T20:32:00.003+08:00

Youth anniversary!

Haha, it's around the corner and I'm damn excited. Posted this post because I sort of found out that my previous posts are very emo and angered. So, decided to change the mood a bit.

This week, I am trying to still change. Looks like more things are getting into my way to stop me from changing now. Lols, school is a very boring place. Apart from mixing around with friends, other things you do is freaking boring.

Okay, I can say I've improve by a little alr. Just a LITTLE BIT. Yup, but still a bit bad-tempered la. Haha.

Okay, let's talk bout the coming youth anniversary and set aside this bad mood.

Excited man, all over my body is just waiting for that day to come. Will be acting on that day as a tormented soul. The skit will be scary for the children but not sure for the youths. But anyway, support me if you can! Haha, and of course, my other frens who are acting too.

Since we're acting this Saturday, Friday we'll be going to church at 7.30 to rehearse and then stay overnight there. After the service will be the BBQ at uncle Tony's house. Planning to fish there with Melvyn they all, and maybe YenNing if she's going, cos have a big canal there, but not sure whether can a not...

That's about all. Can't think alr. Going to wait for that day to arrive and will update you guys after the event. Byes~!

2009-09-19T23:29:00.002+08:00

Hi people,

Late alr, so gonna keep my post short.

Pass few days was okay. Didn't get caught for hair and stuffs, but I think my attitude really changed a lot. Not talking bout it. Sry if you know it but, I'm trying to change. Serious. Give me a chance, please.

Okay, nxt.

Today was cool. CIP was okay. Had rehearsal for nxt week's anniversary skit. I was damn nervous but overall, I was the one who made the scene like a horror one, which was what it was supposed to be. Lols, Nice one, but of course, with the help of my other friends. I found my new talent: Scream in a damn high pitch. Haha.

I really wish someone can come. Lols, juz to support me la, when I acting. Can have fun after the anniversary oso what. Haha, Okay getting late. Not talking le.

2009-09-16T17:33:00.004+08:00

Kena suspended todae. Cool, and what's the cause? Long hair.

Sux man. I was asked to cut. I refused, then my DM have no choice but to call my mum. I still didn't give a damn, so he brought me to my VP.

He can't handle me. Wow, todae I became so pro all of the sudden. So, sent for counsilling.

Talk to the counsillor for two whole hours. Then, my cousillor volunteered to go to my house to talk to my parents to solve my 'problem'. Went home at 11 plus.

I slept throughout til bout 2 plus.

Missed one whole day of lesson. Woo, and I'm still angry. Tmr if I'm caught agn, I will sure retaliate. Why? I've just cut my hair. Kays, nothing to talk about alr.

2009-09-14T18:48:00.003+08:00

Hi people.

Freaking angry. But now, I'll try to put aside and talk bout it later in the blog. I'll talk bout my Perth trip now. Sorry if can't upload pictures because my blog is having problems. Please forgive me.

The trip was good. Was there from the 4th to 13th September. The whether there was cool but to my parents, it was FREAKING cold. Crazy bodies but anyway, I enjoyed myself there. We reach Perth at bout 1 plus 2 in the morning. Damn freaking tired so booked into a hotel and rest there 1 night.

The next day, we checked out from the hotel and then, we went up the Fremantle, a place where theres a lot of shops and especially, markets. Spent our time there buying food for cooking, trying out different foodstuffs there. The food they had there were special and yummyliciously yummy. So, the things we bought were some vege, fruits and some bread. Honey is included. Then off we went to our nxt place of stay: a cabin.

It's quite fun there. Freshened up and then cooked our first meal. It was ordinary, so nothing to comment about.

The next day we set off at 9am. Went to meet my father's friend, Aunty Janet. Quite a nice lady, with a daughter bout 7-8 yrs old. Had dinner with her at 'lotus court' then went back to sleep at the cabin we're staying. It was 11pm.

Checked out agn. Moved on down south to Bunbury. This I gotta tell. The cabin we're staying in has no toilets. So if you have to use the toilet, you'll have to go out into the freezing cold air to use it. Anyway, stay only one night there and that's the night I started cooking for the rest of our stay. Fun.

Moved down south again, now to Magaret river. Before reaching, We went to see if there's dolphins. No luck, so continued.

Stayed at Magaret river for two nights. Cooked both meals there. Very fun. A lot of things happened there and I enjoyed it.

Back to Perth. Stayed at a motel called 'City Waters Lodge'. Stayed there two nights and then off we go to Singapore.

Back at bout 5 plus in the morning. At night went to my cousin's birthday. Wow, her 21st birthday was the 'CRAZIEST' birthday I've ever attended. Went back at bout 11 plus.

Went home and the horror starts. I asked my mum to cut my hair A BIT but not the fringe. But, guess what happens. My mum IMMEDIATELY cut off my fringe. I was damn freaking angry, even till now. I'll never forgive her only until my hair grows back. What an old fashoined mind to cut my hair short. Stupid school rules too.

Right, no mood and nothing to write alr. Byes~

2009-08-28T20:56:00.001+08:00

*damn freaking angry*

2009-08-26T20:49:00.000+08:00

Hi people,

Sry bout the late updates. Was lazy to do any. Anyways, I'm doing it now.

Got back my results already. Only I think Lit, English, DnT n History haven't got back. Juz a review on my results. Totally disappointed in maths.

Maths- 12/40. Which means 30/100. Shyt.
Science- 43.5/50. Which means 89.5, 90/100. Wow.
Geography- 37/40. Which means 92.5, 93/100. Double wow.

Okay, overall I think I did quite well in my subjects, except my maths. I expected it to fail, but now I regretted. It pulled down my overall percentage. Dumb Shyt.

O.o, but I nvr thought I only got back three papers. I'll tell you guys when I got back ALL my papers. Sure gonna be dam disappointed in my others. Zzz...

Now no mood to post le. Moodless, or should I say, moody. Me juz don't one to talk about it. Juz gonna stop here. Byes~

2009-08-21T19:18:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody,

Haven't been updating my blog for a long, long time and so many things had happened.
Juz an update on 'important' dates.

7 Aug - My B'dae. Enjoyed myself a lot in school. Went to indoor stadium at night, saw a mediacorp celebrity. Wow.

The dates after is juz the routine and boring old days. Many things happened, don't think I remembered it.

18, 20 & 21 Aug - Common Test! Getting on my nerves man. Now tat it is over, I'm sure I'm going to fail. Shyt.

All I did between dates was juz to play my guitar, do the same old thing. Woo... seriously had fun taiking to ppl.(YenNing would know wat I mean.)

Since I have the time and space to write on, I'll juz continue bout school todae.

Hmmm... todae was the last day of the common test, which means last two papers, History and Literature. Damn, gonna be dam disappointed when the results come out. My class was crazy after the papers. I guess its shouts of joy. Didn't care to bother much. Went for recess.

Recess was normal. Had my meal and talk to my friends and some 1A1 pupils. Fun la, can say.
After that was PW. It's the worst hour of my life.

Mr Lai made us do our PW presentation. We only managed to finish 2 groups so was 'REQUESTED' to stay back after school. Damn.

Science was okay. Teacher flashed the exam answers and I'm confident I can get either an A1 or an A2.

Form teacher contact time is the time we hated. Continued on the presentation, Finished another 4 groups, including mine. Know how we did it? Easy. That Mr Lai with held us for bout 10 to 15 mins. Wasted my time, so I just ran out of the classroom and escaped.

After school was fun. Needed to stay back for drama rehearsal so had bout 4 hours to spend b4 it starts. Went to mac to have my lunch. 'Played' with the food but lucky not so violent. Went back to school to play poker. Won almost every hand but didn't felt much contentment. So, dun gamble.

Went to the library. Do all sorts of stupid things for bout 3 hours like playing with the comp, taking stupid pictures and other stuffs. Jason was damn 'suay'. Mr Heng found him in the library and lectured him. Lucky he was able to go for drama.

Drama was good. Teacher said we did pretty well, so that made my day. Haha. Went back home and continue my routine old life. Some boring, some exciting. Guess tat's just me and my day. Fated.

That's all. Update more soon.

2009-08-06T15:33:00.007+08:00

This post is gonna have loads of craps in here. Better be ready.

Came to school today and the morning is spoilt alr. Sigh, was ask to sing the national anthem... erm, 3 times?, juz bcos we nv sing up to the DM's standard. Sad. I was lucky today they didn't have the hairstyle check, the want similar to the last post, or I'll be in hot soup like, I will be suspended from school or they will cut my hair if they found out my long hair. Phew, but I'm sure nxt week they will definitely check. Argh, damn!

D&T. Fun, fun. Had our practical today. Finished up almost everything, except for the painting and the final touch ups.

After recess, had English. Nothing much, but quite boring also.

History today hab test. Wow, quite easy, and I think I'm gonna fail. Haha.

Science had revision and afterwards, test agn. Today is a 'test day' for me huh?
'Weirdest' day of my life...?

Assembly was the most fun. Didn't go to the hall so we stayed in the classroom. We had fun folding cranes and some noobs even challenged me to see who can fold the fastest and the most. I won, of course. Looks like I had beaten everyone in my class.

Enuff of my day. Let's talk bout something else.

Erm... let's see...

Today's mood? So-so. Spoilt in the morning, but managed to get over it quickly and now, I'm okay.

Looks like I have nothing more to talk about now. Maybe I'm juz gonna play my guitar all day long...

Oh yah and btw, tmr is my birthday. You can wish me whatever you want but please, no BAD stuffs and especially, NO BIRTHDAY BASHES!!

Byes for now. Update some other time ~.

2009-08-05T22:07:00.004+08:00

Today, I'm juz gonna keep my post short. Nothing to talk much about.

Today, went to sch. Reach LRT station, saw Eunice, YenNing and Syafiq from the back. Haha, and jokes, they juz saw me and walked away.

Morning assembly was scary. My DM announced that they are gonna check for long and unacceptable hairstyles. I got the fright of my life. I maintained cool and hide my 'long' fringe and sideburns. Managed to pass the 'checkpoint'! Haha, yay! Hope I won't encounter n e more of this 'frightening scenes' agn.

Lessons were as usual, boring but able to cope, except for maths. I was dead bored and slept the whole lesson. Somehow or other, I seemed to drop interest for maths... Nvm.

After sch, after I walked to the LRT station, kena "pang sei" by my brother and Boon Kang. Those two jokers. Reached Fajar station, saw YenNing, Eunice and Sab agn? Lols. Nvm, went back home and the boring old days had juz begun...

PE today was tough. I ran til my body systems almost breakdown. Ouch.
Maths was tortured by the teacher and the lessons. It was so easy, I could fail it. So, decided to sleep all the way and before I knew it, I was alr in heaven...

Woke up during LS. I only folded one crane and then was 'forced' to take some damn lame survey. Shit. Nxt lesson was SMART.

Mr Lai wanted us to study our subjects, but I wanted to read a book. So, I have to fool him by 'covering' my story book with my maths txtbk. It was a torture, seriously, Having to keep on the lookout for him always. But I succeeded in the end. Three cheers for me!! But den, it was alr time for home.

Okay, nothing much to talk about alr. Update nxt time. Byes~.

2009-07-13T16:14:00.005+08:00

Feeling sad today. Sad as in sad, not 'sadistic'. Why? Most of the things didn't go according to what I plan, even though it looks kinda simple. Tell you guys why.

Firstly. Recess time, went down to my bro's class. Having fun there and suddenly, Stanley and my group of frens came along and teased me. Spoilt my whole mood & day. Nxt, Yen Ning suddenly turn so emo. Sort of spoilt my mood. Thats why, your mood determines who you mix with. Then, Science teacher said have to stay back from tmr onwards to thursday for 1 hour, unless you pass some test. Woo, damn it. Chinese. Stayed back today, cos nv do 习字. Mood totally spoilt.

Good thing is, today's music lesson. We were split into four groups, and I was the second. We had the most fun, cos I was the only one who knows how to play the guitar in my class. So my group members had the advantage and slacked a little. We didn't really listen to the teacher and I played a lot of songs to 'entertain' my frens. Haha. Now at least raise my mood a little.

Okay, maybe I shouldn't be wasting my time here telling bout my mood. Waste of time, some of you may say. Haha, but anyways, byes for now.

2009-07-08T21:02:00.004+08:00

Today I feel so relieved at the same time 'sad'. Gonna tell you guys majorly what happened today. This post is gonna be short.

Haha, today, I was REALLY enjoying myself in my brother's class until...

Kenneth came back with a stupidly styled hair. My brother commented that he is a flirt bacause girls happened to be around him. So, I raised a 'banner' saying: Kenneth is a FLIRT. Afterwards, he took a book, then whacking my bro's fren, Rose Mae. That's it, he made me damn angry. I rushed towards him and push him to the ground. My goodness, he crawled up like a dog when he was trying to stand up! I started confronting, shouting and telling him, "Don't you ever dare disturb anyone I know, especially my brother. If I happen to find out about it, you're gonna get it." He smiled at me and gave me a type of look. That's it. I flared up and slapped him a few times. I gave him a good last warning and I walked back to my class.

From what I heard from my brother, he kept quite the whole day. Haha, I feel so relieved but, am I glorifying God?

2009-06-11T17:03:00.009+08:00

Okay, now about my life. The hols are here now and it is supposed that I'm playing around now but, it is still the sane as normal school days or actually, worse then the normal school days. What makes me frustrated now is that I have tons of homework, and I can't finish it. Honestly, it is tough! Let me now show you the current situation on my table.

Not up to your expectation? Okay, let's see another more clearer one.

Okay, I am not sure if I can convince you with this.

As you can see, there is Science, English, I dun think you can see my Maths & Geography. Wow, over loaded. Review on how much I need to do.

Geography - 62 pages of the workbook
Maths - 1 page, over 20 questions.
Science - 1 worksheet, over 20 questions.
English - 1 whole worksheet + assessment. Over 40 question I can say.

The current situation is that, I haven't finish ALL my work, and so, I think that's how I am juz going to spend my hols. Sigh... Haiz... Grumble...